Impulse vs. Effort Pt. 2

"As I acknowledge and feel the past;

I am able to react accordingly & appropriately to the present"

I found this quote in some stuff I set aside to sort through,

And when I read it I realized that

There are times when

I go back to read stuff I write and

I feel amazed and bewildered by it

Because I don't remember writing it

There are many things I contemplate

Before writing about them,

 And there are certain things I write about that

Come out of impulse and

~No thought~

 No insight, no experience, no study

Does it show?

;)

I make a conscious decision to

Write out of impulse and not effort

If I sit down to write and many

Thoughts come regarding many different subjects

I write as much about each as I can

And then move on to the next

Writing out of effort is time consuming

And frustrating

It's empty and unsatisfying

Actually, anything that requires effort feels this way

I think all that is needed to

Let impulse flow through

Is to get out of its way

By refusing to make an effort

Makes sense?

Let go of effort and let impulse take way

Impulse vs. Effort Pt. 1