I Can't Be Alone

I updated my Facebook status today with

“I’m the least busy person I know”

And that is absolutely true

I plan my weekdays the day of, and

I plan my weekends on Friday afternoon

Most people I know plan

Their entire month

A month in advance

I know I’m the weird one when I say

That it seems CRAZY that

People do that

It’s not unusual for friends to tell me

“I really want to hangout with you but

I’m busy until the second week of next month”

(Maybe they’re just trying to shake me?)

Really!?

Six weeks to hangout with you?

Hahahahaha

I find that hilarious and bewildering

BUT I now understand that this is 

The way of the world

People like to cram their life with "doing"

To later have the opportunity to

Complain about how stressful and

Busy their life is

Oh the melodrama…

Why all the doing?

I know it’s easier for nostalgia,

Depression, melancholy, frustration,

Loneliness, sadness, self-loathing,

And anxiety to creep in immediately

After a couple of hours of non-doing

So my guess is that people

Cram their life with "doing"
To avoid the Shadow part

Of their psyche that’s ready to

Cry out and scream for attention

Once it’s given the opportunity

Life has taught me how

Beautiful, energizing,

Productive, and insightful

Solitude and introspection are

Until now I have found
Solitude and introspection

Far more appealing

Than a schedule full of people

However, times are constantly

Changing and I feel a Change coming on

(The title isn't about me. I'm quite the opposite)